Dear watchers, followers, friends, and neighbors, by now I'm sure me appearing back on DA is a shock to you all. Most probably assumed I either forgot about this site, or just didn't care anymore. Well that's not the case. I was last on DA talking about things getting better, well things did for a little while. However my emotional and mental health fell fast, and it has been a struggle to deal with that uphill battle along with a couple of huge hits to my now little family of four. For a long time I had no confidence in myself and anything I did, I absolutely hated everything no matter what. Even if it was really good, I ended up hating myself for even attempting to make something. Hated myself for even trying to get better, and eventually become as good as my favorites on here. I'd start naming them but I've been gone from DA for so long, I don't even know if they have the same names anymore. But Linkaton, Sakimichan, VictoriWind, were a few. However I am here today to announce that I am willing to take on and try to complete the long over due art that I owe. I know that I owe a lot, for that I am deeply embarrassed equally apologize for. Please get in contact with me and I am willing to discuss further arrangements if you wish. Thank you for you patience my dear watchers, and to my dear friends I am greatly sorry for disappearing without a word. I owe you an apology for that alone. I have a beautiful family, a wonderful life with my husband, and I too am a work of art.